Well, let me fill you all in on all of the excitement of the last few days......
Bruce pretty much remained upstairs and did *everything* around the house on his own so that I could study (or, more specifically, CRAM) for the last few days. I EVEN turned down three overnights at work (and anyone who knows me knows that my giving up 27 hours of pay is a BIG deal) so that I could sleep well during the night, and then I got up early each day to continue studying. Most of my dreams were nightmares that (not surprisingly) dealt with my being overcome and fighting against unstoppable giant imaginary animals........hmm.....can you guess what the animals represented? :) What's your theory? :)
I AM SICK OF STUDYING COUNSELING THEORIES & HISTORICAL THEORISTS & STATISTICS & BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!
Yesterday (Wednesday), I even got up at 4:30am to do some good last-minute cramming before leaving at 7am. Despte what the statistics claim, I have always studied the very best during cram time. And, it worked!!!
At 7am, after taking my shower and gathering all of my extra pencils/forms/and both of our watches (I wore both JUST incase one broke, I would still know how much time I had), I woke-up Bruce to stay good-bye. I asked him to not be mad/upset if I didn't pass my test, because I hadn't studied everything that I had wanted/planned to, a lot of the names/dates just wouldn't stay in my brain, and to watch me like a hawk the next few days, because if epilepsy is still in me, a seizure would likely appear yesterday or this week. Obviously, I was INCREDIBLY nervous at that point. He hugged me, said a heartfelt prayer while hugging me (which made me cry, and the stress tears took awhile to go away), and then he hugged me more while trying to re-assure me more before I had to leave.
After eating on the way (we had extra-brain-power eggs for breakfast and supper the evening before!), I got there at about 8am, and crammed more until I walked in the place at 8:50am. They locked up all of my things, including my pencils and my purse, and took me around the corner to an ALMOST sound-proof testing room (they gave me earplugs...and I used them....the more chance to block out ANY noises/movements the better). I was the only tester, and instead of a paper test (as I had expected), it was completely on the computer. I had 6 hours to take the test (4 regular plus 2 to accomodate my learning disability), so I made myself read every question and possible answer slowly (and usually several times over), and still finished in 5 hours. It was a VERY hard test, and they asked SO many detailed questions. I was glad that it was multiple-choice (or "multiple-guess"). I was pleased with myself, however, when I began to recognize that many of the questions were things that I know that I have learned and now think of as common fact since beginning my art therapy studies over the last 7 years. So, a lot of the answers really did come from my KNOWLEDGE, not just the silly names/dates. When I finished the test, I came back around the corner, and my results were coming off of the printer. And, *I PASSED!!!!!!!*
I called Bruce, Mom, and Debby on the way home, and later called Bruce's Mom/Dad and Grandma/Grandpa, too. When I got home, Bruce suggested that we go out to a dinner/movie date to celebrate....it was SO nice! :) I was EXCITED!!!!! I was SO told to expect not to pass the first time around. But, I DID!!! I DID!!!!! Now, once I turn in paperwork (and, of course, pay them another fee), I will get my license. All those companies who stated, "we'd love to hire you, but we can't until you are licensed." I want to go to ALL of them now. Soon, I will no longer HAVE to be cussed at daily by kids as a substitute teacher or by ignorant co-workers who don't speak English while I clean peoples' vomit/behinds as direct care. :) :) :)